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A Departure From Normal and The Infertility Waiting Game

I hope that this departure from normal isn’t the New Normal.

I don’t know about the rest of you, but yesterday (Wednesday) was a bit of rough one. It didn’t start off terribly, but it was more of a slow burn away of the willpower I had to maintain a positive perspective and energy. 

Edited to add: since writing this, I’m feeling better. I got a better night of sleep, and I think pouring all of this out there helped me. I almost went in and self censored and took it down, but isn’t life (and progress) and showing the entire scope of the journey?

For one thing, this whole waiting-for-Godot  my prince to come   tonight (oho) my beta blood test (explanation here) is just really wearing on me. Not in a hair-tearing, I’m freaking out and needing to clean everything, or I’m freaking out and having an anxiety attack, way, but in an “I’ve gone through the whole spectrum of emotions since last Wednesday (from hope to anxiety to calm to resignation to indifference and now to I don’t even know what)” way. And now I am at this place where I don’t know what to do with myself.

And I KNOW I am not the first person to go through this, and I am, by and large, handling the whole shebang rather well, but that doesn’t mean that it is completely handled, or that this isn’t bothering me. I think, more so than ever before, I am realizing just how long 4 weeks can be. 

For f***ing ever, that is how long.

Keep busy. Watch Netflix. Enjoy the rest and relaxation. 

I so appreciate everyone’s support and suggestions, but right now, when it feels like the world is going to hell in a handbasket (or at least the US), the weather is gray and disgusting, and I can’t for the life of me get the creative juices flowing… well, things feel a bit bleak. 

And it hasn’t even been a week… of any of it. Well, it has been a week since the transfer, but not since the inauguration and the gross weather (which we had a brief reprieve of on Saturday). 

To cap that off, I feel physically weak. Long story short, but let’s just say that I had to hoist up and transport my dog under my arm the other day, and what normally would have felt like an afterthought was a forethought after about 15 seconds. I went to do a few push ups, and a fraction of what I normally do felt like work. 

Normal. Right now, I feel displaced from it. We aren’t having “normal” Chicago winter weather (which, as insane as it is, is at the very least, predictably insane). I feel like the normal that I have come to enjoy politically (again, insane, but at least not to the wolves), has gone out the window, and I fear for what is to come. 

And yes, even in vitro fertilization is threatened. I’m not joking. And… as much as I want to believe that it won’t go through… there are a lot of things that prove what we thought we could expect can’t be expected any more. 

I know that the days until I hear anything will pass slowly, but I also know that the days will pass even more slowly (or perhaps all too fast) for those in direct contact with these various bills. 

Right now, I feel as if everything is on the precipice. That we are all straddling a line.

And I just want anyone out there who feels the same way to know, you are not alone. We may have different reasons for feeling like we are on the brink, but we are sharing similar feelings. You are not alone.

And at the end of the day?

I Choose Love. No matter what. 

Tell me one completely superficial thing that you are thankful for today. I am thankful for dry shampoo.

Tell me something meaningful that you are thankful for. That, no matter what happens, I am surrounded by people I love and who love me.

Thank you to Amanda for the Thinking Out Loud Link up

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  • Reply Megan @ Skinny Fitalicious

    I don’t know what I’m thankful for. Honestly, it’s been one of those weeks. I’m right there with ya in the pity bucket. When it rains, it pours honey. Hang in there!
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    January 26, 2017 at 5:13 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      The only bucket that I am ok with is a bucket of food

      January 27, 2017 at 9:59 am
  • Reply Heather @Lunging Through Life

    I’m thankful for the heated blanket I have on me right now πŸ˜‰ I hear ya on normal. I haven’t gone into it much on my blog (or at all) but I’ve been having some very stressful months dealing with family things and it’s not normal. Not one part of it and it is HARD to be ok and just keep waiting. I’m someone who wants to take action and not wait around, and I know you are too, so I know this is very hard.
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    January 26, 2017 at 5:40 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      You are a true mom–a fixer!

      January 27, 2017 at 9:59 am
  • Reply Lisa @ Mile by Mile

    I was having one of those weeks but I turned a corner yesterday and honestly I think it helped so much that the sun came out. Hopefully you get some sun soon, its amazing what it can do for your mood! I am thankful for being able to eat chocolate chips for breakfast in the form of superhero muffins.
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    January 26, 2017 at 5:50 am
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      January 27, 2017 at 9:58 am
  • Reply Deborah @Confessions of a Mother Runner

    Glad to hear that you are already feeling better today. A good night’s sleep can change your perspective. I do think dry shampoo is fabulous but how amazing are Keurig pods? I’m on my second cup πŸ˜„
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    January 26, 2017 at 6:34 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      I don’t have a Keurig because that would just feed my habit lol!@

      January 27, 2017 at 9:58 am
  • Reply Jill

    Hi Susie. I really have no idea what you’re going through with IVF but this post made me want to hug you :(. I don’t deal well with uncertainty so I can only imagine what this process feels like when you’re in the middle of it. I am praying for you. Know that. As far as the political climate it sometimes still feels like a bad dream. It feels like all of our freedoms and progress are suddenly under attack. I am so worried about ALL of the healthcare reforms being proposed. Since I’m covered under the ACA I guess the worst case scenario is I’ll just go without health insurance and gamble with my health! Or move to Europe where they actually have their heads screwed on right! I don’t know what to say about this waiting period you’re in right now but know we are all behind you. And as far as the current state of affairs I just keep thinking we are all in this together and somehow what’s good and right will win. Also I’m thankful for my cat currently :).
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    January 26, 2017 at 6:40 am
    • Reply Zoe

      I agree, i feel like this is a bad dream as far as politics is concerned. I know not everyone loved the last president (I DID) but this one is just… so far beyond the pale.

      January 26, 2017 at 2:29 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Love you, miss you! I think we can all relate to this waiting period–we are all waiting to see what will happen, and I, too, am terrified to see what we will find.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:57 am
  • Reply Jamie

    I am thankful for my knock off Ugg slippers and Starbucks K-cups AND I am thankful for the mild weather so my kids can go outside and be crazy. I am also thankful for your honesty and for the fact that you’re introspective (for better or worse) because it will serve you well in the end.
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    January 26, 2017 at 6:49 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Een if I have to pour it all out there. I am leaving i tup.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:56 am
  • Reply Ellie

    Oh girl I feel you in this! I am reading more and more about the current state of affairs because it affects me and my future health, but it’s just so freaking sad! Yesterday I had a headache for the last 4 hours of work and although that is pittance to what you’re going through, it’s rough to work in my job where I have to be on point.
    I’m grateful today for rest. I went to bed last night and am so thankful I slept through the night and woke up with no pain. It’s the little things right now that give me happiness.
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    January 26, 2017 at 7:04 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      It isn’t pittance, it is just different. We are all going through our own battles! I am grateful for your rest, and your respite from pain as well!

      January 27, 2017 at 9:56 am
  • Reply Julie @ Running in a Skirt

    Ohhh Susie! One day at a time and getting through them is a victory!
    Random thing… I had jury duty today and I called last night and the excused all the jurors! I was SOOOO happy to get my day back!
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    January 26, 2017 at 7:11 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Um, best everyday news ever! I had to fly home for jury duty (to ATL when I lived in VA) once. That blew.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:55 am
  • Reply Rae

    I feel like the whole world is having “one of those weeks.” I’ve also been having a hard time finding a positive place. Superficially, I am thankful for leggings. I like being comfy. For real, I am so thankful for my theatre people. When shit hit the fan with my family on Monday night, I was allowed to sit in my car and cry during the beginning of rehearsal, and then I was able to come in and be surrounded by friends and love and be distracted for a little while, and that was so, so important for my well-being.
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    January 26, 2017 at 7:27 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      I am so thankful they were able to be there for you. So thankful

      January 27, 2017 at 9:54 am
  • Reply Allie

    I am thankful for airplane wi-fi and being able to read this as I have one anxiety attack after another, flying all the way to Hawaii. Seriously. Thank you for this. I am so glad you kept it up because I feel like a complete lunatic when I’m flying but your words have lessened my fear simply by telling me “you are not alone.”
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    January 26, 2017 at 7:29 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      No, you are not alone. Never alone.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:52 am
  • Reply kat

    Gah I can’t even imagine girl. All I can say is that you are an inspiration and truly give me clarity each and every morning with your words. You just lay it all out there and I appreciate that about you so much. You know what I think you need? A good girl’s day. Go grab your mom [or a friend!], get your nails did, eat till your stomach hurts, binge watch some chick flicks and then eat some more. A day like with my best friend is typically all it takes to set me right again for a few more days. <3
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    January 26, 2017 at 7:43 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      I was thinking I needed a major massage. Like a MAJOR massage.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:52 am
  • Reply Cora

    Right now I am thankful for blueberries. I’ve been downing them like candy. I’m also super thankful for mild bike rides where my face doesn’t freeze and I don’t have to fight against the wind. Not sure which one of those are superficial or not superficial, but they are the silver linings getting me through this week.
    I’m glad you were able to turn yourself around and now feel better, though of course these feelings (even if they are hopefully short lived) are important and valid. Keep writing them out, sista.
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    January 26, 2017 at 8:23 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      TWINS I am eating blueberries like candy too!!!!!

      January 27, 2017 at 9:53 am
  • Reply Esther

    I send you lots of love and hugs!
    Things in this world are crazier than ever!

    I’m so thankful for my cozy bed!

    And I’m grateful I finally found a dr who is going to help me!
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    January 26, 2017 at 8:51 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Which is the BEST news of all!

      January 27, 2017 at 9:51 am
  • Reply Rachel

    Ok so I know you’re going through a lot with IVF. I can’t relate there. But I can relate to the waiting. You’re almost there…

    And re: politics. Oy. Vey. Every day I wake up to something more ridiculous on my newsfeed. I just read a really great article (I can email it to you if you’re interested) about how to be an invested political activist, sometimes you just need to take a break and unplug. You can’t be everywhere at once and you can’t worry about everything at once. I’m taking the article’s advice and I’m focusing on one or two things that are important to me because yes, even my tiny voice, can make a difference if I just focus my efforts.
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    January 26, 2017 at 8:51 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      I’m working on that as well–trying to figure out where to put my voice so that it will make a difference

      January 27, 2017 at 9:50 am
  • Reply Emily

    Precious friend… I love you. What has been my comfort throughout this whole past year of politics is knowing that Jesus is my King, that Jesus is a Gentle, Just King no matter how imperfect human beings are. I’m so blessed to know you, even if we disagree on things, and I’m continuing to pray for an infertility miracle. <3
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    January 26, 2017 at 8:59 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Thank you, Emily, and thank you for agreeing to disagree with me–that is the sign of true humanity.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:50 am
  • Reply Kelli @ Hungry Hobby

    Politics are over-rated. They affect us whether they swing our way or not. They affect us positively and negatively whether they swing our way or not. I find all of it annoying, sure I hold my beliefs but I mostly ignore the chatter. In my experience waiting, resting, and relaxing gets easier as you shift into a normal routine. The first week is the hardest because you are changing from your normal. I know this isn’t the first week you’ve had to shift but it is the first week that is compounded. That nagging feeling won’t go away, but I know it will get easier!
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    January 26, 2017 at 9:07 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      THanks Kelli, and you hit the nail on the head with a resounding echo.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:49 am
  • Reply Suzy

    I had huge anxiety issues two nights ago and then while I was right in the middle of the throes of it, my dad texted me and told me he was too. He said he couldn’t get to sleep until 3:30 in the morning! And he’s on anti-anxiety meds. I went for a run with Lora the other day and she’s struggling so much with anxiety lately too and she’s wondering if she needs meds. Jake is always struggling, but it’s been worse lately. You know what I think plays a huge part in it? January. It’s the time of year where I mean, ya, bad stuff happens all the time and life is stressful but the weather, the long stretches of cold without sun, the lack of birds and green leaves and flowers, they all play a part in breaking us down a little. I dunno. It’s good to be aware of sometimes. Medication helps too. πŸ™‚
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    January 26, 2017 at 9:45 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      What would we do without it. Oh and puppies help too πŸ˜€

      January 27, 2017 at 9:48 am
  • Reply Laura @ This Runner's Recipes

    This week has been a doozy. I am thankful for coffee on a superficial level and the acts of resistance on a non-superficial level. The Alt and Rogue National Parks and EPA twitter accounts helped boost my mood. Keep your head up – you are not alone!
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    January 26, 2017 at 9:54 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Omg I love those rogue accounts! VIVE LE RESISTANCE

      January 27, 2017 at 9:47 am
  • Reply Beth

    Hugs, girl. You got this. All that matters is you and Yoshi.

    January 26, 2017 at 10:13 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      And bringing up Ridley and the Yosh to be responsible citizens (Zoe is a lost cause)

      January 27, 2017 at 9:47 am
  • Reply Ange // Cowgirl Runs

    I’ve definitely been in a place where I’ve been letting the news get to me. I think because Canada is tied to the US and I have so many wonderful friends living in the US I’ve been taking this very personally. It’s impacted how I’ve been responding in certain situations and I don’t like it. I’m not sure what the answer is, but I do know I need to take a step back from the news.
    I wanted to cry when I saw your post from yesterday. It’s all so disheartening.
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    January 26, 2017 at 11:13 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      I was on my walk and thank goodness I was. Let’s just say that I took a bit of a longer walk after that….

      January 27, 2017 at 9:46 am
  • Reply Michelle

    All the yes to dry shampoo!!!
    One superficial thing I am thankful for? My cell phone…it gave me at least a little contact with my husband this past year.
    One meaningful thing I am thankful for? The amazing country I live in, and have served almost half my life defending. NO ONE can take that away. And no ONE person can destroy it, either. So I refuse to jump on the hate wagon, and continue to choose pride and love. Every. Damn. Day.
    I am so sorry you are hurting, and am sending all the love and hugs I can!
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    January 26, 2017 at 11:26 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      I love you. I love that you are so brave, so up for the fight. We need that. And I am so excited for your husband to be home!

      January 27, 2017 at 9:46 am
      • Reply Michelle

        I love you too, and hope one day we can meet up for lunch or dinner in the city!!!

        January 27, 2017 at 11:22 am
        • Reply suzlyfe

          I would love that!

          January 28, 2017 at 10:25 am
  • Reply Brittany @ Barr & Table

    This may just be the longest four weeks of your life, but just remember it’s all worth the wait. And remember you’re not alone <3

    January 26, 2017 at 11:35 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Thank you Brittany! I know I am not alone–you guys are the best!

      January 27, 2017 at 9:44 am
  • Reply Dee

    I know you took the hcg trigger shot, so it would likely turn a pregnancy test positive no matter what, right? I’m pretty sure I’ve seen posts of women who take a test each morning to watch the line get lighter as the trigger works its way out, and then darker again as the embryo begins producing hcg. I’m not sure if that would make the anxiety better or worse, haha, but it might make you feel like you’re at least watching for something?

    January 26, 2017 at 12:16 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Oh my goodness, I can’t imagine torturing myself like that! We are waiting for the blood test at the doctors. Period, end of story. There will be NONE of that home testing!

      January 27, 2017 at 9:44 am
  • Reply Abby @BackatSquareZero

    Thinking of you as you go through all this. One of my very best friends conceived through invitro and i know it can just be a huge roller-coaster of emotions.

    January 26, 2017 at 1:54 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Thank you so much, Abby. The waiting pretty much sucks.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:43 am
  • Reply Lisa @ Lisa 3D

    It sounds like you’re going through a lot, and it’s brave of you to open up about what you’re experiencing right now. Hang in there! As for superficial things I’m grateful for: youtube videos about planners!
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    January 26, 2017 at 2:44 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Interesting. Planners like daily planners or people who plan? Intrigued.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:40 am
      • Reply Lisa @ Lisa 3D

        Daily planners mostly – there are a ton of youtubers who do “plan with me” videos that are fun and relaxing to watch.
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        February 2, 2017 at 1:20 pm
  • Reply Jo @ Living MInt Green

    Sending you so much love today (and always!) girly! xoxoxox

    January 26, 2017 at 4:10 pm
  • Reply Cee

    Sending you lots of love! I am purely grateful for life itself, and superficially, food haha.
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    January 26, 2017 at 4:44 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Hey, both things that I am thankful for as well!

      January 27, 2017 at 9:38 am
  • Reply Kristy from Southern In Law

    There is SO much going on in the US at the moment on top of everything else you’re going through so I can’t imagine how you’re feeling.

    Waiting sucks at anytime – but especially when you’re waiting for news like this.

    Focusing on love is EXACTLY what you need to do – and finding that silver lining even in the gray cloudy skies. Hugs to you <3
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    January 26, 2017 at 5:35 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Trying to do just that, thank you, Kristy.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:38 am
  • Reply San

    I don’t want to say this, but you picked a bad week to start IVF with everything else that is going on that requires “deep breathing” and holding it together and whatnot.
    But you know, this will only make you (and us) stronger, right?

    One superficial thing I am thankful for: my morning coffee.
    One meaningful thing: that I know that there are always people who feel the same way and that I am not alone.

    <3 Hang in there, love.
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    January 26, 2017 at 7:21 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Yeah, Had I known that I would be in the midst of all of this while the world was going to hell…

      January 27, 2017 at 9:36 am
  • Reply Ellen @ My Uncommon Everyday

    I love you ❀️ Very big thing I’m grateful for: literally the best support system I can imagine. Kinda wanna cry just thinking about it. Very superficial thing I’m grateful for: mascara. All that makes me feel human on 4 hours of sleep.
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    January 26, 2017 at 7:40 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      And waterproof mascara for both reasons πŸ˜€

      January 27, 2017 at 9:35 am
  • Reply Kristen

    Girl I totally hear you. I’m not going to share where I work on here (but if we’re FB friends you can tell right away) but I’m pretty sure I’m going to lose my job sometime soon. This whole situation has been so hard and the fear of the unknown is so intense right now. However, I’m really thankful for books. Reading about a time that isn’t right now with characters that aren’t me has been a lifesaver.
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    January 26, 2017 at 11:27 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      I send you so much love. I know that things are a struggle for you and your work right now (and all the people who would be effected if something happened to your work). I really hope that it doesn’t come to that.

      January 27, 2017 at 9:34 am
  • Reply Jen @ Chase the Red Grape

    Sending lots and lots of love <3
    Something superficial I love right now is my fan… It's so hot here it's unbearble to go outside. I need it so bad.
    And something meaningful would be my David. He keeps me sane in this heat and always smiling πŸ™‚
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    January 27, 2017 at 1:08 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      You guys are having the opposite problem to us πŸ˜€ ANd love those guys in our lives!

      January 27, 2017 at 9:33 am
  • Reply Laura @ Sprint 2 the Table

    Superficial… I love red wine. I love it a lot. Especially in this political environment.
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    January 27, 2017 at 2:22 am
    • Reply suzlyfe

      I really miss bourbon

      January 27, 2017 at 9:31 am
  • Reply Linda @ Veganosity

    Oh, Suz, things will get brighter. Please don’t stress so much about politics. I’ve voted more times than I care to count, and EVERY four years, 50% of the country thinks that the sky is falling, and the other half feels calm. We are lucky to live in a country where haters can hate on their leaders without worrying about being locked up, and where we have checks and balances. Social media, 24 hour news, and all of the false information that’s being shared from both sides has made the world feel like a scarier place, but in reality, it’s SO much better than it was when I was your age. I’m thankful for pretty much everything in my life, even the hard stuff.
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    January 27, 2017 at 2:14 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      I agree–we are lucky to have such freedoms, but I now have to worry about those freedoms being taken away. I’m not worrying about them for myself, but for those who might be silenced (I’m a white female, I’ll never have to worry about it). Life will always get brighter, we just have to wait for the sun to come out.

      January 28, 2017 at 10:28 am
  • Reply Heather @ Polyglot Jot

    I hope that you start to feel a little better. This week has been a hard one. Superficial? I’m thankful for dark chocolate and peanut butter. Meaningful? Supportive family and friends who love me.
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    January 27, 2017 at 6:22 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      We are very much thankful for the same things! #goodvalues xoxo

      January 28, 2017 at 10:17 am
  • Reply Mackenzie

    Oh, Suz. You have such a gift of articulating your journey in such a relatable way… thank you for sharing your heart so openly about everything going on. The way you said you are on the precipice, straddling the line… wow that resonates with where I am so deeply. My circumstances are different, but thank you for the reminder that we are not alone in these feelings, these scary stages of life, and in this journey. You are a rockstar, Suz <3 Thank you for always being so real and sharing this with us.

    January 28, 2017 at 4:12 pm
    • Reply Mackenzie

      Oh and one superficial thing…. WET BRUSH! My hair tangles like no other so it has saved me. And meaningful: My husband. Right now with the craziness of life he has been such a rock.

      Hope the rest of this weekend is so good for you!

      January 28, 2017 at 4:14 pm
      • Reply suzlyfe

        I used to have the WORST tangles ever and I had a wet brush! You are right, they are so clutch. And YES to husbands. What would we do without them?

        January 29, 2017 at 4:35 pm
    • Reply suzlyfe

      Thank you Mackenzie. I am really trying. I think that we all have something like this in our lives! No one’s problems are greater, they are just different.

      January 29, 2017 at 4:36 pm

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